It is good to see the fire of Vengeance burning in your blood. Xanthe heeds the prayers of those who fervently pray, gifting them with the desire and motivation to exact their revenge. This desire is what will sustain you through bleak times - consider it a divine gift, and revel in the moments when it is actualized.
Written by my hand on the 24th of Leaflost, in the year 1149.