Jander, if you were ever truly in this land, rather than a mere name occupying space on the who list, you might notice your own death at my hands from time to time.

You might notice that the number of bonds I have held of you changes as does the number of the wax itself.

You might notice visits to that not so save stock room of yours.

Of course that would mean you would have to understand the skills of other professions, rather than just mocking them and telling people how useless their skills are. But I suppose you did eventually realise I'm not and never was a sorceror, so maybe

there is hope for you yet.

Oh and yes I have left Avalon for a period before. I hope that this will be a more permanent leaving though. I've come to the conclusion that people who spend the number of hours here that you and I and a few others do, are really rather sad.

I've decided it's time for that to change for me at least, but maybe for you this realm is your total existence.

Filanna (who will pop in and out of Avalon as she sees fit for the next few days at least)

Written by my hand on the 23rd of Agamnion, in the year 1023.