One problem I'm finding with duellist status is that it is meant to be a transitional phase--a step from being fully protected to learning how to fight and taking the huge leap into non-protected status.

The thing is, particularly in my situation, where I've been a pacifist for nearl 150 years, it requires an insane amount of disciplin. It's far too easy to slip into being a glorified pacifist. I think a certain number of people would be comfortable with that, but I'm a fan of using something for what it was intended.

Anyway, I don't know quite what I intend with this post. I'm just venting some of my recent mental issues.

To be fair to me, part of my problem is that I'm undertaking the task of learning to fight and learning a new client. If anyone is a Mushclient user, I'd love to pick your brain.

Written by my hand on the 6th of Mournsend, in the year 1313.